Training my mind to see the good in every situation… Why? The humanity in us has its extremes but sometimes we allow that very extreme be it positive or negative to define our values. Only then do we realize we don’t actually know someone and we can never fully understand somebody. Remember we are all travelers of time… believers of differences eventually we all get home. Home is still the same but something in our minds has changed, and that changes everything. We leave in a society that is so fake to a point the truth actually bothers people. The only important thing in life is being at peace with yourself. Sometimes careless words make people love a little less. Sometimes not telling people anything is a good thing while the tragedies of real life is that there is no background music. Like mosaic beautiful but broken pieces FIT TOGETHER to create the wonder that is your soul. Dreams are all I have ever truly owned. Don’t base your decision on the advice of the people who don’t have to deal with the results. Without my brokenness I would have not known that I can enjoy my pieces and be whole. Alone has always felt like an actual place to me as if it weren’t a state of being. But rather a place where I could retreat to be who I really am. Sometimes it pays to have a little faith, the hardest battle is against ourselves while am completely terrified of being like this for the rest of my life. I wish some one would randomly tell me little facts about myself. Not one that I have already told them but ones they have picked up by themselves because the care enough to notice the little things I do.
“Enjoy the little things for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.”
The Making of a Disciple